nostalgic

"Sunday March 11, 2001
Hello, it's me. Fatalie. The fattest girl in the east. Who is getting bigger and bigger everyday. I probably weigh 40kg now. Or 42. Probably around 50. Next week I'll be 60. Then I'll weigh 72kg, and I'll keep growing. And they'll keep feeding me and feeding me, until I'm eating more than 10 people combined and weigh more than 20 people combined. Only then will they decide that I am no longer anorexic. But by then it will be too late. I'll obtain a large force of gravity, and things will start orbiting around me. It would take 100's of people a week to make a pair of pants that would fit me. It would take the same time to walk around me as it would to walk across Russia."

things i learnt today

1. if i jiggle my foot when i have to sit still for long periods of time it stops it from aching.
2. loving people hurts.
3. i really, really hate change. i hate everything about it. i hate the way it sneaks up on you. i hate it when you can see it coming.
4. i need to get my priorities sorted.

not complaining

thank you for cool and awesome youths who are always keen to give things a go

thank you for new friends

thank you for cute kids

thank you for people who let me hang out with them all the time

thank you that i have a car

thank you that i have enough stuff that i'm trying to give some of it away

thank you for good music

thank you for animals

thank you that you love me even though i am cranky and selfish

thank you that my biggest worry about food is that i eat too much of it

thank you for giving me the right words (sometimes)

thank you for old friends

it's easy to forget that your timing is not my timing. and that it's not all about me.

i'm doomed

i'm a bit slow...

only just discovered Wordle



or here

not giving up

I'M COMING HOME
I'M WAKING YOU UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
I'M NOT GIVING UP
I'M GOING TO STAY TILL WE MAKE IT WORK
WE'RE NOT GOING DOWN EVEN IF IT GETS WORSE
WE'LL WORK IT OUT
I NEED YOUR LIGHT
COUNT ME IN